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重新出發 Start Over

9/7(一)&9/8(二)這兩天孩子到學校,主要的任務是將課本等物品帶回家, 然後跑辦理休學的流程, 我以為這個流程應該會需要好幾天, 連導師也是這樣認為, 覺得他下星期至少還會去學校, 沒想到第二天就全部辦完了, 不禁令我感嘆,要考上一個高中得花費三年的時間,要中斷它僅僅不過兩天爾爾
孩子今天不能說是生龍活虎, 但至少有恢復一點元氣, 問我他還要不要早上四點半起床, 我說別了吧! 我們要以長遠來看, 六點起床就差不多了, 得到答案的他就去睡覺了

而今天的我顯得特別的疲憊, 雖然沒像前幾天那麼的緊繃, 但有點像是一顆洩了氣的皮球, 今天的工作不多, 我的狀態也比前幾天好一點, 雖然還沒恢復像過往的工作模式, 但至少不會再像之前,呆呆地看著電腦螢幕, 明知道有工作要做, 但就是動不了,心裡著急,卻無法驅動沒有靈魂的軀殼去做事情

主管跟同事都對我很好, 今天下午讓我臨時休假 回家休息, 我也把英文作業都寫完了, 心裡很滿意我今天的狀態, 也罷就跟兒子一起放下過去重新出發吧!

你有給過自己重新出發的機會嗎? 如果沒有,不妨一起嘗試一下吧!

On September 7th (Monday) and 8th (Tuesday), my child went to school, mainly to bring textbooks and other belongings home, and then to process the leave of absence. I thought this process would take several days, and even his advisor thought so, believing he would at least return to school next week. Unexpectedly, it was all completed on the second day. This made me realize that it takes three years to get into a high school, but only two days to interrupt it.
My child wasn’t exactly full of energy today, but at least he seemed to have recovered some. He asked if he still wanted to get up at 4:30 am. I said no, we need to think long-term; 6 am is about right. He went to sleep after getting that answer.
As for me, I felt particularly tired today. Although I wasn’t as tense as the previous days, I felt like a deflated balloon. There wasn’t much work today, and my condition was a little better than the previous days. Although I haven’t returned to my previous work routine, at least I’m not staring blankly at the computer screen anymore, knowing there’s work to do. But I just couldn’t move. I was anxious, but I couldn’t muster the energy to do anything.
My supervisor and colleagues were very kind to me; they gave me a temporary day off this afternoon to go home and rest. I also finished my English homework, and I’m quite satisfied with my state today. Oh well, let’s let go of the past and start afresh with my son!
My supervisor and colleagues were very kind to me; they gave me a temporary day off this afternoon to go home and rest. I also finished my English homework, and I’m quite satisfied with my state today. Oh well, let’s let go of the past and start afresh with my son!
Have you ever given yourself a chance to start over? If not, why not give it a try?

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